I'll be ending my Jellybeans adoption journals, both of them. Our Journey to Evy was an awesome adventure and what a time we are having now. but the website has run it's course and it's time to say goodbye.
Our new journey just is too difficult to keep up. When I originally started it I thought that things would be much quicker. I was wrong. I don't want to update it just to be remind how much time has gone by. I may eventually start another when it comes closer to bringing our peanut home. But I may just use this to journal about that. This way I can just live life and not think so much. I'd be saving a lot of money too since there's really no end in site for this process.
So I may wait until March to end Evy's( I will get a free CD of his site if I wait) but I think I will end Asher's soon. You may still be able to access for several months since I have my own domain names. But as far as me updating, I won't be able to.
For now, I will journal my thoughts, and such, in a notebook for our peanut to read when he is older, to help him understand just how we loved him and yearned for him...
Feeling a bit meloncoly at the moment...it'll pass...God it good.